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A Psycho-senual Thriller
High Density Reading!
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Now available my Latest Novel:
A WOMAN IN LOVE 'Deception'
One woman's account of her journey through a marriage
with love so intoxicating that she can't let go. As A Woman In Love goes through the triumphs of psychotic episodes
realizing her husband is more than what he seemed to be when they were married. Revealing extreme
highs and lows, and now his secret uncovered leads to her mental anguish, abuse, frustrations, distrust and finally exhaustion.
She finds herself in a position
where she has to make a decision to stay and fight for her heart's and her kids' sake or leave and find peace from a
dominating man!
SOMEONE!
I'm
looking for someone who will fulfill my dreams... Someone who will be all that I need Someone who will excite my life Someone who I will call my shinning knight Someone whom I will bear his child Someone whom I will never let down
For when I find that someone,
I will know...
He will be that someone gentle and kind He will be that someone ignominiously He will be that someone I've always
needed that
someone for whom my life, he'll give meaning...
For now that I have found him
I know love is true... there
will never be someone, someone like you!
They started
out so much in love....
MANHATTAN
"It
has been over a week since we got together and we were scheduled for lunch today, Saturday. I yearned
to see him
again. I looked forward to speaking with him each night; as we did, I wanted his complete
attention. I can’t
wait to see him being in his presence is intoxicating. Plus I just couldn’t get over that kiss.
It was worth
waiting for. So I called him this time and he seemed surprised. I finally began to come out of my
shell letting
him know the effect he’s had on me. As he answered I asked him, is it a game? Do you treat all
your
female friends this way he played dumb like-what way? Huh, yeah! Anyway we’ll meet at Central Park
West
by the museum okay? He said okay. I didn’t want him to pick me up I’m a very independent woman
and felt like exhibiting that today. I jumped in my little black millennium with the tinted windows and 18-
inch
chrome rims, hood lights, fog lights and plates that read “CLASSE” and took it to the hand wash, so it
would
be gleaming. I got a quick wash and wax.
I felt like doing my thang today! I threw my mink jacket in
the back seat and put on my leather gloves. When I pulled up all he could see was my platinum and blonde hair, red lips,
pink Ralf Laurent glasses with a matching pink sweater with rhinestone buttons gleaming in the sun and black leather racing
gloves, I allowed the window to slide down slowly.
Ravel was prompt and had a stance, legs spread apart his hand
covering his mouth trying to hide the smirk on his lips. He looked good! He had on a racing jacket that swung
open and glasses on the tip of his nose, showing off his unibrow, thick black side burns and mustache that went into a goatee
and beard as he approached me looking pushing up his glasses his unibrow stood out. Ravel looked down and smiled he
said follow me; I know a good place to park. Walking over he jumped into his Mercedes, which was parked directly in
front of me. I followed behind him closely and I wondered if he was watching me in the rearview mirror. I signaled
when he signaled and flashed him when he came to a halt and put on his right blinker to let me know we would be parking in
here I put on my signal acknowledging. We parked our cars next to one another and stepped out simultaneously, I wanted
to walk beside him because his size made me feel aroused.
We were having lunch at the Hilton Hotel. As usual
Ravel was the perfect gentleman and lunch was a treat. His conversation was a lot more specific now as he stared into
my eyes, never even blinking. I remember him saying you’re going to love me! They always to! After
we ate, he asked if I wanted desert. I said no. Continuing he said, Climentine – I like you a lot.
I want to get to know you better and don’t want to play games anymore. Climentine he said, looking directly in
my eyes as he moved closer, let’s get a room! Drawing back I said Ravel this is only our second date. He said
yeah but we’ve been playing phone games for over four weeks now and we’ve known each other for over two months.
I think we need to break the ice. I sang, though I am flattered, I don’t want to get a room, with my eyes wide.
He said you act kind of stuck up. Pausing… I know you’ve had a man in your life before and I’m
not the only one who’s interested in you now, am I right? I see the way men look at you. So… I’m
asking again, do you have a boy friend? Is that it? No, that’s not it, smiling I continued it’s not
that at all actually, I’m kind of trying to work on my career right now and he cut me off. He seemed offended.
He said, so you’re not interested in me the way I’m interested in you, huh. You know there aren’t
a lot of men out there they say it’s like a 10 to 1 ratio. I don’t believe that Ravel and… he cut
me off again. Even if not, he got really close to my ear – whispering in my ear he said. How long are you
going to wait to be loved? Backing up he continues everyone needs to be loved. Now I’m speechless!
As my heart beat a mile a minute, all senses at peak in anticipation of what would come next. I listen not even
thinking.
Ravel was just looking at me. He just kept looking at me with his hand placed strategically, pointer
curled over his upper lip and thumb under his chin. It was as though his eyes were trying to tell me something.
I looked back at him and looked away then back again. I tilted my head and looked with a question mark in my eyes and
turned my eyes away and back again raising my eyebrows. He never broke his stare. I was moist I wanted him too.
I asked myself, is it okay to do this? I imagined me rubbing down his broad shoulders with both hands then continuing
down his arms and up again. I breathed out loudly. He got up and then he began to pick me up taking me by my hands.
I sighed! Pulling myself back down.
Ravel said, Climentine I’ll get the check. I snapped out
of it wondering if he heard me sigh. I said what? He said I’ve asked or the check. I said oh, I huh.
To which he laughed he said, so you ready? I said, Ravel (he sat back down) I think maybe I should give it a little
more time. I said, I don’t even know if you have health issues or… he cut me off – I don’t
have health issues, do you? I do have condoms and never go without them. I can tell you’re not the type
that sleeps around and you may not believe me but neither do I. If you want we can get tested at anytime but today,
I think I need you. He reached out and held my hands under the table as he spoke, looking me in my eyes. I leaned
forward to tell him how I felt and he kissed me. His kiss came as a surprise it was hot and soft and moist like steam.
He held my head with one hand, which encompassed my entire head. I could feel him let my hand go still holding the other
he reached under the table as he began to rub my knee and thigh. I was about to explode, just then the check came.
He let go of my head and briefly let his eyes shift to the paper then he spoke to the attendant without looking at him.
He got up and pulled out my chair holding my jacket over his arm. As I rose from my seat I could see as his jacket moved
briefly that he had quite an erection. I looked then turned away quickly putting my head down and covered my mouth with
the other hand. I had the biggest smile on my face, my eyes wide as I looked again. It was of an impressive size
and I knew then that I did want to do this. I could still see it in my minds eye and will be able to forever.
Ravel took my hand as we walked to the front desk, never speaking to one another we got a room. I let go of my inhibitions
on the elevator ride up."
Ravel
told me that the Bible says that love is an act -- not a feeling! So what is this crazy emotion that I'm feeling?
My desire for him seems to take control... I am happy and desperately in love...
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