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cover design by Erin Dawson
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My first novel ~LOVE
TIMES LOVE~ A book about Marriage, Seduction and Mischief!
LOVE TIMES LOVE portrays one modern woman's struggles with her desire to have it all. As she comes to realize that
it's her independence that she values most, she tries to balance two intense relationships, only to find in the end that her
heart belongs to only one man.
No one likes to experience
heartbreak, and its impact on one can be powerful. In Love Times Love, Chyna experiences the highs of romance as she
falls in love with and marries her true love, Romero. Their life together is exciting and fulfilling until she uncovers
the truth about his fidelity. Betrayed and hurt, she enjoys the freedom and new experiences. Romero refuses to
give her up, so life becomes more complicated as she tries to start over with a younger man, Fontane. . . excerpt... . .
"I love them both I
don't care what anybody has to say I want them both." . .
"Love a strong enthusiasm or intense emotional attachment such as Gods
benevolence and mercy toward man or man's devotion or adoration of God. In ancient mythology Eros was the God of love.
Some people look to cupid as that God today. Can cupid retract his arrow? What bothers me the most, I think, is knowing how he toyed with women. It was a game to
him: the thrill of the hunt and then to conquer. He never had any feelings for any of those women, and I know there
were more than those whose cards he kept. I remember back when we first met he'd tell me how the girls would get
mad at him sometimes and they'd be right up in his face telling him off. And he'd be laughing inside, saying
to himself, look at her, she's mad. It was all he could do to keep a straight face. It was as though I had been living for this day forever. I knew it would happen. I knew one day I'd
be able to prove his infidelity. He used to say, "If you didn't see it, it didn't happen!" How
stupid; psychologically it is a smart thing to say to maneuver your way out of something, but what are the odds? So
that means no man or woman ever cheats -- as a matter of fact, no one does.
He went on to say that he basically went along with whatever because he didn't care, he didn't
love 'em, he diffinitely wasn't in love. He even said this of his ex-roommate when she'd get mad.
He said his feelings never really got involved, though until he met me and now he knows how they felt. Working there
he turned right back into the heartless person he used to be because, I believe, it was so easy. He was skilled at maneuvering
women to do what he wanted them to do and making them think he cared. With little effort they became his prey, allowing
them the entire time to think what they wanted. I was really lonely at first, and depressed,
but yet relieved--relieved to know the truth and relieved to have peace. I had lived with this for too long, and Romero
would never admit it and always said that if I couldn't prove it, it didn't happen; therefore, it wasn't true.
I would hit him with hard facts but never had any evidence. Unitl now!
Romero would still come around and help with the grass and anything else that
needed to be done around the house as well as to drive the kids to school in the mornings. He also picked them up whenever
needed. He would not give up he would beg to have his family back and cry. Seeing a grown man cry is one of the
most touching, heart-wrenching, and emotional things imaginable. But somehow I felt he needed to know -- for all
the girls in the world I had to do this. I needed to grow also. My heart was numb. I had no feeling when
I saw him. I looked at him as an animal. Sometimes in the middle of the night I missed
him desperately, though I had to give up my knight in shining armor."
Later...
"Romero had gotten to a point
now where he was not only having us followed and had the phone tapped so he could listen in on your conversations, but he
also was stalking me personally. At times he even followed me to Fontane's house! Knowing this, why did it
make the sex better? He would tell me about what we said and what we did, and I didn't give a damn. I looked
at him like, what kind of manic would put himself through this when I'm telling you anything you ask? I admit
to it all, and yes, I love him. You ask me if I love him, and I tell you point blank: I love you both."
 Love Times Love is available online at www.Amazon.com, Barnes and Nobel (www.bn.com) and/or may be ordered through the above LINK by simply pressing
your mouse (just left click on picture) or you can copy and paste the following
www.dorrancebookstore.com/lovetimeslove.html to the search bar as an easy alternative to order directly from the publisher.
Than just sit back and enjoy!!!.
Now also available at
Dare Books, 33 Lafayette Ave, Brooklyn
~**++click on the picture above to be transported for ordering and... thank you, grace, peace & love!!++**~
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